The dark side of the moon

There are many ways that being blocked shows up – like writers block, not putting your art out there for fear it is not good enough, or not making yourself more happy again for fear that something else will come along and take that happiness away, leading to depression, unworthiness and despair.

If only we had a personal muse that helped us unleash our creativity and inspired us to keep going with those special dreams we have always felt deep in our hearts just whispering about how wonderful life could be again if only we had the perseverance to keep going and dreaming and keep moving forward!

How do we find our way back from the dark side of the moon back into the light again and dance happily like a person struck with a tarantism! All the best things are wild and free! Are they? Are they really or are they on the end of expensive labels and notions? What do you believe inside your heart really truely and deeply?

I have a vision when I look into your heart at the different layers when I am sending you healing and it is quite beautiful in there no matter what what you might “think” the insides of our hearts are all beautiful to me, however they appear is a blessing to me! We all worry about how our hearts appear to others how we are seen, so do not worry I never pry into anyones heart that would be so rude! I simply like to see what you like to show me, it is a beautiful harmony, I do not look at what you don’t show me, not just for my friends and acquaintances anyway as that is way to personal! But it is lovely getting gifts from people who send me their hearts that they show to the public domain that is very interesting too!

Imagine being given a gift of someone’s art and music that they never wish to take back away from you, given with “unconditional love” so to speak. A gift so pure of heart that these types of people are often hurt the most and have to hide away deep in their caves to keep smiling and sane! But beautiful nonetheless!

I have been given gifts like that before and I cherish them and THEY make me feel the best tingly feels ever! **Laughing out loud in happiness**

Thank-you to anyone who has given me their music or art or talent just like that I really appreciate it and it keeps me going because it is mine and you value me holding it for you, sweet.

I was once given someone’s art right into my skin, into my body (in a non-intimate platonic way ok folks) this art was so special to me because I was able to tell them how worried I was and they looked after me and guided me very carefully through the art process and allowed me to enjoy it instead of being scared. The art was designed just for me only, and because I had equal part in designing it, it was a peice of sound healing with symbols that represented the most pure and protective sounds that I had ever learnt in this life time.

Archangel Metatron.

I cannot say more for fear of diluting this experience and you may take it the wrong way as something earthy and degraded which it was certainly not and it has taken me over a year to talk about this experience in a way just justifies the art being given to me. I do not show people this art, not yet, as it was for moi to simply help bust through some really tough blocks that I was facing.

Imagine someones sound healing and art mixed together and being placed upon you kindly, right under your skin so that it can never leave and connects you to that space for the rest of your lifetime? Scarily deep – a bit like a virus infecting you tee hee but without the negativity and illness in fact the opposite this sound art gives me healing everyday. I have had other presents like that that move me everyday and for these I am eternally grateful thank-you, thank-you, thank-you.

Wowzers!!